Within these poems is the bittersweet journey of one victims struggle to become a survivor and to remain a believer.
It is a hope to turn tragedies into something valuable, and a testament of how good can come out of evil every time.
- A Love Letter - I wish to be so close, I can feel your breathe upon my face…
- A Moment - Time flies by, The clock won’t stop, The world keeps turning…
- A More Convenient Season - So, I have not a need for Christianity, I might call on God, but only in tragedy…
- A Preachers Example - You may preach the finest sermon, But it is what you do that I am observing…
- A Shepherd’s Care - A shepherd’s care for his flock, Is not to be untold, He shares a plea to keep his sheep, Safe within its folds…
- A Sinful Surrender - I wish I were never among this crowd, Where pride and ego win their ground…
- a stranger’s care – A stranger’s care, Unbiased flare, A warm embrace, Simple grace…
- A Victim’s Love - My Knight in shining armor, so quick to the rescue, He speaks the perfect words…
- A Voice - For the woman who is raped, And carries the blame…
- Alone - Standing here all alone, I wonder if I can be seen, I am deep in thought with tears…
- An Artist’s Palette - I am so broken, Falling apart, A thousand pieces, Strewn like art…
- And Yet, I Love - Realistic are the nightmares as I fight in my sleep, Screaming bloody rages of the things that I’ve seen…
- Assist A Seeker, Save Their Soul - Our greatest purpose as we see, Servants of Christ we must be…
- Born Void… is the psychopath next door - Sorrow I feel that you will never know, The deeply affective states which move our souls…
- Changes (contradictory) - My biggest battle comes from within, My biggest fear, I see in the mirror…
- Chaos… – So much time is wasted, On insignificant things…
- Choices – Those traumas I’ve faced have not been easy, I’ve often questioned their value in tears…
- Daddy – I have divorced myself from you, You’re not my daddy anymore…
- Don’t Trust The Past - And if I dared to speak a word, I never challenged what I heard, Or quickly whipped into my place…
- Eloquent Preacher - Your life is for the public view, We may measure Christ by you, More than words your actions prove
- Enable Us - Enable us to accomplish the impossible, That they might know Your glory…
- Fear the Darkness, Fear the Light - I want to be free, To love and dream, It’s not as it seems, Life escapes me…
- Friend or Foe? – Father God, Are you friend or foe, Forgive my doubts, It is hard to know…
- Good Grief! - How good is grief for our growth, It makes us travel certain roads…
- Hospitality – …And may our actions portray the words we say, For love is not love until it’s given away.
- I Beseech You, Lord - Take me, break me and make me dear Lord, Just what You want me to be…
- I Come to the Garden Alone – I have come to the garden alone, Why then I do not know, Am I so scared of the love offered here…
- I Search for the Garden Alone - I search for the garden alone, In a world full of pain and woe…
- If Jesus Spoke To Me – My child listen carefully, To all I have to say, You are never alone, I am here to stay…
- I’m Growing Up – With tears of blood I’d weep no longer, With despair and agony, I cursed my Father…
- In The Flesh - May my words fall silent, If my tongue wants to lie…
- Jesus… – When tears are shed, And fear rears its head, Do I foster those thoughts, Or believe You instead…
- Lord, Don’t Let Me Quit! - I feel so weak, I’m on my knees, I need your strength, Lord help me please…
- Materialism - Many possessions I have acquired, Collecting things in life, I have aspired…
- My Prayer and Plea - Dear Lord you know my deepest need, You know the prayer by which I plead, You know how good I want to be…
- “My Refuge” - Heavenly Father, may I not complain, For it is through my weaknesses, That great glory comes to Your name…
- My True Love - I have prayed for companionship, And my life’s true love…
- No One - I am no one, Just forget me, We never met, So no regrets…
- Nothing Material – Help me understand your ways, for I fear I’ll go astray, It can seem so difficult, I don’t like it this way…
- Only One - A loyal partner I vow be, Your biggest fan, just wait and see…
- Open Heart Surgery - I cannot survive or continue to hide…
- Remember Jesus – If ever I grow weary, With the weight of my load, May I remember Jesus, Who carried His cross alone…
- Romans 15:13 inspired – Father God if I Believe, I Pray it’s evident for all to see…
- Separation & Truth - I have built this wall forever - My pride and arrogance at best…
- Set it Free, This Child in Me - I want to sing and dance with my arms lifted high, Grow a set of wings and soar into the sky…
- Someones Child – They curse my name, I feel so bad, For I am hated, By my mom and dad…
- Song - Touch the sun, become a star, Dance with the moon, find who you are…
- Teach Me, Lord - Teach me to walk slower Lord, So that I may truly see, All of the wonderful treasures…
- The Church and The World - The Church and the world walked far apart, Though shared the same moment in time…
- The Evil Conductor – My humanity became your playground…
- The Gardener - Do not grow weary from the training, A gardener must cultivate His seed…
- The Simplicity of Gratitude - May my attitude, And the words I say, Reflect my gratitude, And prayers of thanks…
- The Truth - The truth you did not want to hear, Though you acted most sincere, You coaxed and claimed it was safe…
- To Commit a Sin – Every time I commit a sin, I bury the whip into His flesh…
- To Correct - Speaking honestly to you, Is my greatest desire, Yet it’s difficult to do, When corrections required…
- To Forgive – Is it easier to forgive, A pet that misbehaves, Than it is to forgive, Your child who makes mistakes…
- To Live As I Pray - I never tried to share the load, Of another brother’s along the road, Therefore my Father’s love I never showed…
- To Share Our Burdens - How might I bless you from above, If never you ask and trust in love…
- Unforgettable - I fear my tears and all they portray…
- untitled - I will soar although I crawl, Can’t keep me down though I may fall…
- Where Do I Belong? – You don’t want me near, Because of your fears, So rumors you start, To keep me apart…
- Where Is God When It Hurts? - I am being abused and I wonder where He is, He is being whipped and nailed for sins He didn’t commit…
- Whose Am I? – If I am the world’s, A protector by day I portray, A predator by night I cause strife…
- Would I Ever Know Jesus? - If I never had trials, Or tribulations to bear, Would I bow with submission, To my Father in prayer…
- You Think You Won – You’re not sorry for things you say, Words like daggers you curse my name…
- You Tucked Me In - Sweet dreams you said and quietly left, with each of us girls tucked in our beds…

