My Poetry

Within these poems is the bittersweet journey of one victims struggle
to become a survivor and to remain a believer.

It is a hope to turn tragedies into something valuable,
and a testament of how good can come out of evil every time.

  • A Love Letter  -  I wish to be so close, I can feel your breathe upon my face…
  • A Moment  -  Time flies by, The clock won’t stop, The world keeps turning…
  • A More Convenient Season  -  So, I have not a need for Christianity, I might call on God, but only in tragedy…
  • A New Day ~ Seasons Change – To heal our wounds, To mend and renew…
  • A Preachers Example  -  You may preach the finest sermon, But it is what you do that I am observing…
  • A Shepherd’s Care  -  A shepherd’s care for his flock, Is not to be untold, He shares a plea to keep his sheep, Safe within its folds…
  • A Sinful Surrender  –  I wish I were never among this crowd, Where pride and ego win their ground…
  • a stranger’s care  –  A stranger’s care, Unbiased flare, A warm embrace, Simple grace…
  • A Victim’s Love – My Knight in shining armor, so quick to the rescue, He speaks the perfect words…
  • A Voice  -  For the woman who is raped, And carries the blame…
  • Alone  -  Standing here all alone, I wonder if I can be seen, I am deep in thought with tears…
  • An Artist’s Palette  -  I am so broken, Falling apart, A thousand pieces, Strewn like art…
  • And Yet, I Love  -  Realistic are the nightmares as I fight in my sleep, Screaming bloody rages of the things that I’ve seen…
  • Assist A Seeker, Save Their Soul  -  Our greatest purpose as we see, Servants of Christ we must be…
  • Born Void… is the psychopath next door – Sorrow I feel that you will never know, The deeply affective states which move our souls…
  • Changes (contradictory)  -  My biggest battle comes from within, My biggest fear, I see in the mirror…
  • Chaos…  –  So much time is wasted, On insignificant things…
  • Choices  –  Those traumas I’ve faced have not been easy, I’ve often questioned their value in tears…
  • Daddy   –  I have divorced myself from you, You’re not my daddy anymore…
  • Degrees – To the degree I loved is the degree I feared, The degree I feared is the degree I failed,
  • Don’t Trust The Past  -  And if I dared to speak a word, I never challenged what I heard, Or quickly whipped into my place…
  • Eloquent Preacher  -  Your life is for the public view, We may measure Christ by you, More than words your actions prove
  • Enable Us  -  Enable us to accomplish the impossible, That they might know Your glory…
  • Exposed! – I love who you pretended to be, An honorable man full of integrity…
  • Fear the Darkness, Fear the Light  -  I want to be free, To love and dream, It’s not as it seems, Life escapes me…
  • Friend or Foe?  –  Father God, Are you friend or foe, Forgive my doubts, It is hard to know…
  • Good Grief!  -  How good is grief for our growth, It makes us travel certain roads…
  • Hospitality – …And may our actions portray the words we say, For love is not love until it’s given away.
  • I Beseech You, Lord – Take me, break me and make me dear Lord, Just what You want me to be…
  • I Come to the Garden Alone  –  I have come to the garden alone, Why then I do not know, Am I so scared of the love offered here…
  • I Search for the Garden Alone  -  I search for the garden alone, In a world full of pain and woe…
  • If Jesus Spoke To Me  –  My child listen carefully, To all I have to say, You are never alone, I am here to stay…
  • I’m Growing Up  –  With tears of blood I’d weep no longer, With despair and agony, I cursed my Father…
  • In The Flesh  -  May my words fall silent, If my tongue wants to lie…
  • Jesus…  –  When tears are shed, And fear rears its head, Do I foster those thoughts, Or believe You instead…
  • Lord, Don’t Let Me Quit!  -  I feel so weak, I’m on my knees, I need your strength, Lord help me please…
  • Many Fears - Fear to gain and then to lose, Fear to dream whatever I choose…
  • Materialism  -  Many possessions I have acquired, Collecting things in life, I have aspired…
  • My Prayer and Plea  -  Dear Lord you know my deepest need, You know the prayer by which I plead, You know how good I want to be…
  • “My Refuge”  -  Heavenly Father, may I not complain, For it is through my weaknesses, That great glory comes to Your name…
  • My True Love  -  I have prayed for companionship, And my life’s true love…
  • No One  -  I am no one, Just forget me, We never met, So no regrets…
  • Nothing Material  –  Help me understand your ways, for I fear I’ll go astray, It can seem so difficult, I don’t like it this way…
  • Only One  -  A loyal partner I vow be, Your biggest fan, just wait and see…
  • Open Heart Surgery – I cannot survive or continue to hide…
  • Remember Jesus  –  If ever I grow weary, With the weight of my load, May I remember Jesus, Who carried His cross alone…
  • Romans 15:13 inspired  –  Father God if I Believe, I Pray it’s evident for all to see…
  • Safe Embrace – Soft whispers in my ear, Explicit, candid and sincere…
  • Say Good-bye – Am I not worthy of your tears, Of saying good-bye after all these years…
  • Scars are Beautiful – Do not tell me I am beautiful, If my scars you have not seen, The ones burned deep into my flesh, And my very being
  • Separation & Truth –  I have built this wall forever – My pride and arrogance at best…
  • Set it Free, This Child in Me  -  I want to sing and dance with my arms lifted high, Grow a set of wings and soar into the sky…
  • Someones Child  –  They curse my name, I feel so bad, For I am hated, By my mom and dad…
  • Song – Touch the sun, become a star, Dance with the moon, find who you are…
  • Teach Me, Lord – Teach me to walk slower Lord, So that I may truly see, All of the wonderful treasures…
  • The Church and The World  -  The Church and the world walked far apart, Though shared the same moment in time…
  • The Evil Conductor – My humanity became your playground…
  • The Gardener – Do not grow weary from the training, A gardener must cultivate His seed…
  • The Simplicity of Gratitude  -  May my attitude, And the words I say, Reflect my gratitude, And prayers of thanks…
  • The Truth  -  The truth you did not want to hear, Though you acted most sincere, You coaxed and claimed it was safe…
  • To Commit a Sin  –  Every time I commit a sin, I bury the whip into His flesh…
  • To Correct  -  Speaking honestly to you, Is my greatest desire, Yet it’s difficult to do, When corrections required…
  • To Forgive  –  Is it easier to forgive, A pet that misbehaves, Than it is to forgive, Your child who makes mistakes…
  • To Live As I Pray  -  I never tried to share the load, Of another brother’s along the road, Therefore my Father’s love I never showed…
  • To Share Our Burdens  -  How might I bless you from above, If never you ask and trust in love…
  • To Wound Thyself ~ Are you harder on yourself than you need to be… Ripping and destroying your humanity?
  • Unforgettable – I fear my tears and all they portray…
  • untitled  -  I will soar although I crawl, Can’t keep me down though I may fall…
  • Where Do I Belong?  –  You don’t want me near, Because of your fears, So rumors you start, To keep me apart…
  • Where Is God When It Hurts?  -  I am being abused and I wonder where He is, He is being whipped and nailed for sins He didn’t commit…
  • Whose Am I?  –  If I am the world’s, A protector by day I portray, A predator by night I cause strife…
  • Would I Ever Know Jesus?  -  If I never had trials, Or tribulations to bear, Would I bow with submission, To my Father in prayer…
  • YOU are NOT… My master, my ruler or my owner…
  • You Think You Won  –  You’re not sorry for things you say, Words like daggers you curse my name…
  • You Tucked Me In  -  Sweet dreams you said and quietly left, with each of us girls tucked in our beds…
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