Artist: Joshua Kadison
Album: Painted Desert Serenade
always a favorite…
Do you believe in living your dreams? I always have… and until the past couple of years, I’ve been very fortunate to do just that. Until then, I’ve sought after and accomplished everything I’ve meant to, but now I wonder if I’m going to become one of those people who is just ‘chasing’ their dreams for the rest of their life instead.
On second thought, even as I type that I’m thinking to myself…
“nope, not me!”
I know that will never be the case with me. It’s just so damn hard sometimes and I’m tired… so tired. How can I be so good at helping others to believe in their dreams and keeping the faith yet, struggle so much myself at times? How can I seem to reach and touch the lives and hearts of so many yet, feel like such a failure with my own child? Periods of doubting (such as these) have a real way of making one feel like a hypocrite sometimes then too.
Ah, so that is life…
Must we always trudge through the valley
in order to reach the mountain top?
First, I have received a couple of inquiries regarding finances again. Please know that I would welcome any help that might be available, especially now as there will be many medical bills to pay off again. It’s also been kind of a whirlwind still, as our roommate situation fell through last month and I’m still trying to gain my footing. The bearings on my car still need to be fixed and we have college tuition due soon. Secondly, I had another inquiry from someone wanting a paid advertising spot on this site again. Sadly, I still cannot accept that, but continue to pray for a new website and platform which would make it possible (especially since it means residue income for us.) Lastly, it is my daughter’s 18th birthday this weekend (June) and my 40th next month (July.)