Changes (contradictory)

My biggest battle comes from within
I must sort my emotions and deal with them.
My biggest fear, I see in the mirror
An empty soul that has never learned to grow.

In the past I ran from a life in which I always existed
Trying to escape the pain of all my bad experiences.

I’ve had to stop and face my pain
This has been the hardest thing.
I’ve often wanted to change my mind
Because, of the fears I have inside.

My biggest goal is to have peace of mind
At times it seems unattainable…
But I must continue to try, in order to survive.