Tag Archives: FEAR

The Power of a Testimony

February 16, 2016

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This is why I will continue to write. This is why I speak. This is why I must finish my book. This is the only reason I am so willing to put it all out there… For you to hear, to see, to feel. This is my story yet, once told it becomes His story, which […]

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Thank You Gulf Coast!

December 12, 2014

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Are my dreams of becoming a travel blogger to support good causes really coming to life? It certainly feels like I’m on the right path. I suppose before that can happen though, I need to conquer my fears of flying, lol! Within the past two weeks I have needed to fly over a dozen times, […]

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Thank You Savannah, Georgia!

November 30, 2014

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If we’re connected on Facebook, then you already know how I spent last week circling the East Coast for a possible business opportunity(s). It was a wonderful trip for many different reasons, which I will break up and share in the next couple of posts. Gratitude First and foremost, I must express my deepest gratitude […]

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Many Fears

December 6, 2013

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Fear to fly and soar up high Yet, fear to fall and say goodbye Fear to achieve and even succeed For I know what greed and wealth can mean Fear to gain and then to lose Fear to dream whatever I choose Fear of becoming all I have seen Fear that hatred might consume me […]

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Shattered

May 4, 2013

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Estimated read time:  25 minutes Shattered Part 1 “Well, you could just go to one of those runaway shelters for teens,” she offers neutrally, as if just making a simple weather observation on a beautiful day. “What!?” I practically scream. “Another shelter? Mom, are you serious!? What the hell’s wrong with you?” I can’t calm […]

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Don’t Trust The Past

April 25, 2012

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When you ask me how I feel I may fall silent and forget what’s real When you ask me what I want Again the silence – a foreign thought. For, the past has made me so afraid To be myself or know my own name I wasn’t asked about my thoughts, How I felt or […]

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About This Website

April 18, 2012

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Please click on the links to learn what this site is about. I Am Not A Victim, I Am A Survivor! ~ First and foremost, I will have you know that I am a survivor and a Christian. Secondly, I will share that I have been a victim of most types of abuse: childhood abuse, emotional abuse, physical abuse, […]

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“It’s Friday…But Sunday’s Coming!”

April 15, 2012

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Jesus…

February 28, 2012

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When struggles are present Will I remember Your name? Do I focus on all that eludes Or trust with unwavering faith? When tears are shed And fear rears its head, Do I foster those thoughts Or believe You instead? A little discomfort may be good for the soul To make me think and help me […]

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And Yet, I Love

February 18, 2012

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Insecure… as a little girl. I love mommy and daddy, I silently cry As I shake and tremble throughout the night Always praying they will hold me tight. Naked images all around Sex in my home is something foul It makes a grown man big and proud To use his women and throw them around. […]

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February 5, 2012

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I may fear, but will not fail To win this fight that is so real. I will soar although, I crawl Can’t keep me down though, I may fall. My reward is heaven bound Real treasure here is never found. Give me comfort, give me peace Help me Jesus, help me please!

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The Truth

December 27, 2011

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The truth you did not want to hear Though you acted most sincere You coaxed and claimed it was safe You pledged acceptance – I showed my face! So, my story I did reveal Not all, but parts enough to seal The fate you chose to then bestow Upon my heart and my soul. Quick […]

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A Voice

December 17, 2011

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Who will be a voice for the victims? For the baby who is abandoned Forsaken for no reason. For the child who is abused Beaten and bruised. For the girl who is molested And feels ashamed. For the boy who is hated Denied and rejected. For the woman who is raped And carries the blame. […]

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Remember Jesus

November 24, 2011

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If ever I grow weary With the weight of my load May I remember Jesus Who carried His cross alone. If ever I am fearful Of all that lay ahead May I remember Jesus Praying in the garden instead. If ever I am rejected By family, friend or foe May I remember Jesus He was […]

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Where Is God When It Hurts?

November 24, 2011

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I am being abused and I wonder where He is. He is being whipped and nailed for sins He didn’t commit. I am sinful and worldly, will He accept me? He waits with forgiveness, I need only confess thee. I am angry and hateful, where could God be? He is seeing my faults, yet has […]

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