I love who you pretended to be
An honorable man full of integrity.
You had me convinced and I believed
A web of lies spun into reality.
Charming and attentive, seemingly sincere
You became everything I needed
And wanted to hear
Until, my life knew nothing but fear.
The emotional abuse drove me insane
Claiming to love me as you cursed my name
I feel such a fool for believing you
My knight in armor – tarnished and skewed.
A pathological liar without remorse or shame
You pretend to be the victim as you hunt for your prey.
Finding amusement in other people’s pain
Using them like pawns in a malicious game.
No depth to your words – a shallow being
No feelings portrayed except anger and blame.
You mimic what you think is famed
And always speak the perfect things.
You seek out others just like me
With kind, forgiving hearts, serving many needs
Who aim to please and always believe
Those who are everything you will NEVER be.
You humiliate women for self preservation
You dominate and control without reservation.
You project what you hate and contradict your own thoughts
A chameleon you are without any heart.
With anger and shame you respond to critique
Resulting in rage from inward hate
YOUR own reflection is the object of affection
I am nothing to you, but a trophy of possession.
The strong silent type I dreamed you were
Was merely an illusion – a façade of one more human
Used to disguise and create confusion
As you sought a new victim to join your delusions.
Full of envy and preoccupied dreams
You fail to recognize what others see
A false sense of self – a counterfeit being
Disconnected from the truth and reality.
You hide behind intentional lies
Not possessing an ability to empathize
I trusted all of your scheming ways
Until just as quickly, you threw me away.
With a complete disregard for society’s rules
Nor, sense of obligation for what you should do
The liberties you take are a mistake
You never contribute unless you can gain.
So, the distinguished gentleman you falsely portrayed
Whose only objective is to manipulate and blame,
The one who taught me how to hate
And blinded me with endless pain,
You’ve been exposed for what you are:
You are a coward with no name!
For the Psychopath, Sociopath, Antisocial, Narcissist and Malignant personalities…
“We have survived your hell and will not cover up for you anymore,
because there is too much freedom we experience in your absence.”
- Lessons in Life & Love I Learned from a Sociopath. ~ Paula Carrasquillo (elephantjournal.com)
- From My Emotional Vampire and SociopathWorld (spreadinformation.wordpress.com)
- Understanding Domestic Violence and Abuse (sbstardust3.wordpress.com)
- What is a Story?: Psychopath – The Ultimate Antagonist (scriptmag.com)
- The Bigger Picture :: Snakes In Suits: Psychopaths running many big corporations (911forum.org.uk)
- What is a Pathological Liar? (spreadinformation.wordpress.com)
- Emotional Abuse (psychologytoday.com)